you sighed... oh no ;-)

G R,

It seems that the United States (Seattle area), South American (Chile?), and the Netherlands (Dutch area?) are now competing for first place in who looks at my blog the most. I am amused.

Here, I will relate an MSN conversation to you at this VERY MOMENT:


[wouter]
what does ur feeling say

Eric Sutherland
11:33

i feeling says go back to the states... find a piece of land and build my studio on it. then learn sound editing and recording techniques and make popular songs

33:43
thats the impulse i feel

33:52
we're taught to ignore those impulses, though

33:57
so i'm ignoring it

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:34

ah

i think you want to go back to the states

but just for a year or so

and then go study somewhere in europe again

figure stuff out

create a basis

go back to your roots and inspiration

Eric Sutherland
11:35

mm

but... lekkerdings....!

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:36

haha

yes

true

then stay in tilburg

Eric Sutherland

its so cool you've been to the part of the world where i grew up


did i tell you about my dream last night?

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:37

nee

tell me!

yeah

Eric Sutherland
11:39

http://afterjustnow.blogspot.com/

it is written

"and it was good..."

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:39

nice

im gonna read it now

Eric Sutherland
11:39

great!

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:43

cool!

i had a dog like that, a collie

but not a white one

Eric Sutherland
11:44

yeaahhh

i know

bullie

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:45

yeah

wow you actually remembered that

haha

Eric Sutherland
11:46

see what a good friend i am?

i'm watching a couple (dating) go into kikno

in front of my eeyyes

they're feeling how big their biceps are

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:46

haha

Eric Sutherland
11:47

the girl is quite dominant

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:47

omg

gay?

ah

ok

nice

Eric Sutherland
11:47

very like.... proving that shes independent

the guy is trendy, almost like will, but white, and more emo

and kinda... gay?

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:47

haha

Eric Sutherland
11:47

a little?

maybe

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:47

lol

Eric Sutherland
11:47

the girl is cute. almost too cute and bigger then him lolz.

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:47

thats why shes the dominant one

Eric Sutherland
11:48

the guy pushes his hair out of his face a lot, and the girls is quite normal looking

(8)Pathétique(8) Don't bother looking at the view, I have already composed it
11:48

haha

48:27
ok





So ends our MSN conversation. well it's going on, as I type... the girl is sitting back, legs crossed, glass of [white] wine in one hand, sitting straight in her chair. The guy has his arms casually crossed, and is leaning forward. Typical... typical submissive, approcal seeking. I've been reading two books on body language, and it's MOST fascinating.



Frustraton now?
... we'll see. He will get attached, and she will think it's a bit of fun, but in the end, consider him a big wuss. Men are such pussies... its true. Women are considered to be the emotional ones-but no, not true. Women EXPRESS emotion more, men FEEL it, deeper and more painful. Reasearch proves it, and it was good. So enjoy your biological wiring.

I don't understand what they're saying, but his hands are clenched... a sign of frustration. Even when they are smiling, when their hands are clenched, its furstration.

We'll see. We'll see.


Best,
-e